Dear Future Husband — Touch Me


Balance is Everything!

Balance is not an easy thing to maintain. Truth be told: I am having a hard time with it. I had been out of the workforce for over 10 years, so when I went back to work I knew there would be some struggles. I’m thankful that God is with me and showing me the things that I need to work on.

Between my health, finances and energy, it all gets a little overwhelming. I just pray that I can keep myself in good health and continue moving forward. Thank you Lord, for being with me!


God, there you go again!!!

My baby has graduated high school and I have never been so proud of him in my life! God has taken Ramel and I safely through the first chapter of our lives and now we are on to the second!!

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Thank you Lord, for a wonderful graduation and Ramel’s wonderful Big Couple Patrick and Monika! You have never let me down Lord, and you never will!!

Who Is In YOUR Circle?

There are days when you need to retreat;

not go away, but go inside.

Inside of yourself

inside of your thoughts

and reacquaint yourself with your dreams.

Sometimes your dreams won’t wait.

They won’t wait while you’re in love.

They won’t wait while you’re too tired.

They just won’t wait.

Instead of making time for That One,

make time for That Thing.

THAT THING that makes your heart sing.

THAT THING you can’t stop thinking about;

THAT THING  that you’ve always wanted to do.

There are people around to help you.

You just have to recognize them for what they are:

blessings in disguise;

once in a lifetime opportunities;


If your circle does not embrace your dreams,

you need a new circle.


I Could Never Say ‘Thank You’ Enough!

God has been so good to Ramel and I. It’s not anything specific; it’s just everything!

Thank you Lord for my life and my health and just being there for me everyday! If I didn’t have You, I don’t know what I would do!

My boy’s Senior Prom is coming up this weekend and I just pray that he is safe and has a wonderful time. I am SO thankful that I am able to financially to make it happen. I was out of work for 10 years and we struggled so hard for everything. I really asked God to allow me to be able to get Ramel the things he needed for his senior year of high school.  God has NEVER, EVER let me down!

I cannot tell God enough how thankful I am. I want to be obedient, Lord, and I know I mess up. Please forgive me and thank You for loving me anyway!!

Introducing My New Blog: Letters To My Future Husband

For those of you who have been with me for awhile, you know that I am at the stage of my life where I really want someone to share my future with. I am 43 years old, divorced for 14 years, with a 17 year old son.

I’m trusting God to bring the right man into my life.God knows better than I do who that should be. I’ve had some relationships that I really thought were for a lifetime,but as always, I find myself alone.

I’m not bitter; but I AM tired of being alone.

It’s time for me to concentrate on myself, now that I have raised my son on my own. God has blessed me with so much and I KNOW He’s not going to stop now.

I trust you, God. You know my heart and my desires.

Introducing my new blog: Letters To My Future Husband



So much has happened in my life in the past six months. I’m trying my best to keep up. God is working miracles for Mel and I everyday.

Sometimes I fall behind with things at home and forget a few tasks here and there, but overall I think I am adjusting well to everything.

Lord, show me which direction to go in. Give me the strength and wisdom I need.

PS. Prepare me for my future husband.

Waiting on God: Not an Easy Thing

I have officially started my new schedule! God is good!

I see His hand in everything around me and I am very thankful that alot of times He doesn’t give me the chance to mess things up!

I have to refocus on my health and I have already jump started that! Beginning work after so many years threw me off alittle, but now that I’ve been working going on 6 months, I can get a grip on a routine and get moving!

Ramel is doing fine. 17 now with pierced ears! We are both moving into new chapters in our lives. Lord, you know my hearts desires and you are bringing them to pass. Please give me the patience to wait on you and to hear your voice when it says MOVE.


God, I See You Moving!

Thank you Lord for this day. I may be alittle tired, but I’m hanging in there.

Work is coming along just fine and life is moving on. I see God’s hands in my life everyday and I am thankful for that! Without God, I don’t even think I could wake up and function sometimes!

I see God moving by looking at the people he is introducing me to. People with like minds. People with a future. People who are trying to do things.

I just wanted to hop on here and say Thank you Lord. I love you.