Devil, I Refuse To Be Afraid!

For those of you who don’t know, I have been alittle under the weather since before Christmas. I was having really bad cramps, diarrhea and alittle heartburn when I would eat. It lasted all of 4 weeks before Cedric convinced me to go to see a doctor.

I spent the other day in the Emergency room from about 8am til 5pm. I hated having to take the day off from my new job, but I really couldn’t take it anymore. I had blood  and urine taken and they both came back fine. The doctor then decided that I should get a CAT scan just to rule out anything else besides some kind of bug or something.

The doctor came back and told me that he had found something on the scan. There is a mass on my left kidney. He explained that it was wonderful that we found it while it is so small. It has not spread in any way and it should be very simple to remove it. After that, he can inspect it and tell me if it’s benign or malignant.

If this news had come to me a few years back, it would have devastated me, but I have grown in God since then and I KNOW HE did not bring me this far to leave me! Over the last year, God has allowed me to purchase a new car, get a new job AND get engaged to a wonderful man of God. If I doubt Him now, I haven’t learned anything!!!

My first appointment with the Urologist is this coming Thursday and I will keep everyone posted. God has been to good to me for me to stop praising Him now!!




3 thoughts on “Devil, I Refuse To Be Afraid!

  1. You know that is right you awesome woman of God. You keep your eyes on Christ and you will be fine. Satan would have it that you focus on your circumstances… But God is bigger than anything!!!!! Be encouraged Baby Sister.. I Love You!!! And I am soooooo excited for what God is doing in your life right now!

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